Lirama

Well what would you do I feel sick
I'm through I am the kingpin of my own misery
And I can't help it can I?
I grew up all unknowing lacking family friends
And now I'm married and withdrawn from the life I've never lived
Until I came to think of it
I studied fourty-nine years
I know the outside well
But what's coming to me now is change as a gift and I don't
Know what to do with it
I won't deny I'm old
I'm pretty healthy grown
I earn money and spend it on my family, my sin is I
Build my whole life around it

refrain:
I am close to a breakdown
I got money, love, respect
And comfort and joy, comfort and joy yeah

I got my birthday present again
And I'm glad it's not another one of those glossy pants
I was always so fond of it
I got some records too some old clapton shit
And I'm afraid that people are living their life just for me
And I just, and I just didn't know
Although I planned it long before
I'll have comfort and joy, comfort and joy yeah

refrain